Good and evil reversed
We have to be more aware of this tricky phenomenon, and more adept as well in handling it well. This can be an abiding challenge for all of us.
I mean, what is good can become evil, and what is evil can become good. What is right can become wrong, and vice-versa. This phenomenon, actually very common, is iconized in the parable of the Pharisee and the publican. (cfr Lk 18,10-14)
The Pharisee was the epitome of goodness and correctness. He fasted twice a week, gave tithes of all what he possessed. But his righteousness converted his prayer into a boast, and it simply showed he was separated from God.
The publican considered himself the receptacle of all possible moral sewage. He could hardly lift up his eyes toward heaven. His prayer dripped with compunction, but it reconciled him with God.
We have to understand that good and evil is a matter of whether one is with God or not. Good is good because one is with God. Evil is evil because he is not with God. It's as simple as that.
Our problem is that instead of referring things—our thoughts, words and actions—to God, we refer them only to our own idea of what is good and evil.
Not much wrong there really. After all, all things we do have to be referred to our own idea of good and evil. Except that it's an idea that has been severed from its proper source and basis—God himself.
In short, we make ourselves our own God, our ultimate source of what is good and bad, what is correct and wrong. That's where the problems come in, where the bugs and viruses enter to corrupt our otherwise good idea.
That is why, everyday and very often during the day we need to check whether our idea of good and evil is still vitally linked with God. We have to be wary with our tendency to just flow in a certain routine and inertia of goodness that has already deadened our living connection with God.
How many times have we observed people who are bright but are proud and vain, wise but sarcastic, bursting with good intentions but painfully lacking in charity? They have become self-righteous.
There have been cases where we see objectively good qualities, like their high intelligence, superb eloquence, admirable work habits, etc., ceasing to be a blessing but have become a curse to them and to others.
These qualities have become an occasion to dominate others, to so distort their proper use that they stop serving God and others but have become self-serving. They can even degenerate into sick obsessive-compulsive complexes (OC).
I like to think that the current American economic catastrophe is a microcosm of this phenomenon. The Americans' frontiersman spirit and entrepreneurial ways have been misused and have led them to where they are now, since America's body politic can only take so much.
What can happen is that when wrongly grounded and directed, what made one rise, could also make him fall. Like a person who over-eats, it will have diarrhea. Like one who over-works, it will succumb to fatigue. The organism will find a way to signal its sickness and correct it.
Even the supposedly good and holy people, like priests, nuns, bishops, etc., can misuse their status, covering their malice with a façade of sanctity and goodness. These are the most dangerous scoundrels, since the anti-Christ can look and act like Christ!
For all that, we should not be completely pessimistic. There's always a way to recover, and convert what is wrong and bad into something good, a source of genuine greatness.
Let's always remember Christ's words: "There shall be joy in heaven upon one sinner who does penance, more than upon ninety-nine just who need no penance." (Lk 15,5)
All that is needed is to say sorry to our Lord from the bottom of our heart. And what was bad can mutate into something good again. Let's always learn the lessons that the lives of St. Paul and St. Augustine give us.
So, while we should be serious in our efforts to be consistently good and holy, let's also learn to relax. There's always hope. In the end, God not only has the first word. He also has the last. Evil always longs for the good from which it fled.
(Fr. Cimagala is the Chaplain of Center for Industrial Technology and Enterprise (CITE), Talamban, Cebu City. Email: roycimagala@hotmail.com)